Friday, January 30, 2009

American Idol Auditions Part Seven

Finally the last night of auditions! I am sooooo ready for Hollywood week. I couldn't keep track of which contestants were from New York and which were from Puerto Rico and I spent half the show trying to figure out what in the heck was behind the window the judges were sitting in front of. I Finally figured out it was a boat bobbing up and down in the water. I guess I am easily distracted.
New York- At the end of the show I heard them say they let 20 something through from New York and they choose to show us these three. Wow. They better be holding back some serious talent.
Melinda (chick who likes to dance naked)- This lady just annoyed me period. I don't even think I paid that much attention to her singing because she was so annoying.

Jackie- (the set fell down after she sang)- Most of the contestants annoyed me tonight for some reason. This chick was no exception. She sang like someone who has smoked way too many packs of cigarettes or something and her whole conversation with the judges got on my last nerve.

Nick Mitchell (aka Norman Goodness or Gentle or something)- again annoying- I was glad they let him through because even though he was beyond obnoxious he actually could sing. Please oh please don't let this guy make the show though. Vote for the Worst would have a hay day with this guy.

Puerto Rico-
Jorge Nunez- yeah this boy can sing. Let's hope his dancing improves. I laughed so hard when Kara said his pronunciation was messed up when he sang in English and Simon said ummmm we did come to Puerto Rico to find singers with accents. I don't think he likes Kara much.

Monique (came with her little brother)- I think that if little brother would have stayed at home Monique would have been sent home instead of to Hollywood.

Patricia- Her first song was soooooo bad. She was very lucky they let her sing something else. I still didn't think it was good enough. Paula agreed with me.

They flashed through three singers really quickly and I think I might like the guy who sang Jason Mraz- he sounded pretty good. I think his name was Kenny. I will be watching for him in Hollywood.

Oh and the IPod guy was really funny. He totally reminded me of Tyler for some reason. The belt- sunglasses-loudness-throwing himself against walls-screaming random lyrics. He did the Ipod click perfectly. Loved it and loved his reaction to being told no. He was great.

This audition show was almost as bad as San Fransicco and I am soooo ready for Hollywood week and the show to just start already.
Looking back over the last few weeks I have only a few people in mind that I am looking forward to seeing in Hollywood.
Danny- the guy who lost his wife right before the auditions
Leneshe Young- totally adorable girl who was homeless growing up and sang an original song.
Michael Castro- Besides for the fact that I adore Jason there is something about this kid that I really like.
I know once Hollywood week actually gets here there will people that I go oh yeah I liked their audition.
I am excited for some drama too. I want Dennis, all the other beggers and the bikini chick to be GONE and I am going to laugh HARD when they go.
Oh and I just want to add that Ryan really is the BEST host ever.

Thursday, January 29, 2009

you never know

When Tyler came home from school yesterday he was like hey mom this may seem like a strange thing to say to you but it feels really good to be able to fill out paperwork at school and put that I live with both my parents. I didn't really even know what to say I was so surprised and touched by the comment. I guess I am not doing everything wrong after all.

American Idol Auditions Part Six

Is it just me or did they show the audition of every crazy hippie non LDS person in Salt Lake. I kept trying to pick out the Mormons and was having a really hard time. I think I saw a couple in the clips of people who made it through but we didn't get to see their actual audition. Also watching David Archuletta's actual audition again- It was kind of boring. I think when they originally showed him there was some sort of back story with him singing for Kelly Clarkson or something which made it more interesting. Anyway on to the contestants.

David Osmond (son of one of the Osmonds of course)- nice kid nice voice

Frankie (had her baby and husband there with her)- Yeah she was pretty good but she needed a bra and she was a little cocky for me. Frankie Jordan is a good name for a singer though.

Megan (single mom tattooed arm) Very pretty girl and she has a super cute kid. Sad that she is already divorced so young. She had a very original voice. I wasn't surprised that Simon "loved" her.

Austin (senior class president)- those jackets they are wearing are dreadful ACK. I actually really liked his voice. I knew the judges were going to say he was old fashioned. I got the old soul feeling from most of the teenagers at the SLC auditions.

Taylor (very very tall 16)- The judges loved her. I thought it was funny that they called Austin old fashioned but didn't make the same comments about her. I got the same kind of vibe from her as I did from Austin. Both good kids with good heads on their shoulders- focused and all that stuff so they come off as a little older then your average high school student.

Rose (lost her dad at 13 then her mom at 15)- This girl is seriously cute! Tyler is pretty much in love with her. I don't think she would have made it through to Hollywood on just her voice though. But I agree with Simon there is something about her that is very likable. I really hope she does well with the vocal coaches in Hollywood.

The dude that brought his "lucky" rabbit along. I am thinking that if he lost the bunny and the Simon t-shirt he might have actually made it to Hollywood. His voice wasn't terrible and there is a lot of so so talent headed to Hollywood this year.
They said only like 12 or 13 people from SLC made it. That really surprises me. 54 people made it from Kansas City and I am not sure on the other cities but I really figured more people from SLC would have made it through.
Oh I also found out the chick (Joanna) that Kara recognized the other night already recorded a couple albums and has like four of her songs in movie soundtracks. I guess she thinks American Idol could give her the BIG break she has been looking for.

American Idol Auditions Part Five

Okay so three nights of Idol this week. Woohoo for me and Idol fans everywhere.
So a couple of things from Oklahoma. Why does Simon keep asking Ryan to talk in his normal voice? He has done that several times this season. Weird.
I didn't know that Randy Jackson was part of Journey! How did I not know that? I actually have always loved Journey but watching that clip of Randy up there rocking out totally cracked me up. And last but not least ummmm Kara got to kiss a girl, had a wardrobe malfunction and admitted to wanting to make out with Simon all in one night. Again weird.
Now to the contestants.
Josh (curly hair kid super annoying)- super annoying says it all. His voice was okay but he was sooo annoying. I would have never let him through.

Sharon (brought her dog)- The judges are acting really stupid and crazy today. I can't see Sharon making the show. She wasn't that good. Did they let her through because she said baby like Brittney Spears. Anyway she wasn't my favorite.

Julissa (went and dragged Paula back after she walked off) again the judges are crazy today. This girl wasn't anything special either. I am really picky about girl singers for some reason. Julissa had nothing original about her and I would never remember a thing about her audition other then the fact that Paul tried to run off.

Jasmine (16 brought all her sisters and her mom) She is beyond adorable! Her family is SUPER cute too. Her singing is decent but she didn't blow me away or anything. I think she will get better in Hollywood with a voice coach.

Ann-Marie (judges made her leave and come back) Let me say again that the judges are really odd today. I mean obviously the girl can sing and they have her leave to improve her looks or something. Weird. She came back and she was just as good as before she left. I like her.
One quick comment on someone that didn't make it. They guy who was all upset because he couldn't audition with his guitar... why was his begging all of the sudden annoying when five million people have begged their way into Hollywood. I actually thought he sang as well as half the people they have let go.

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

Venting (Obama scares me)

I can't even blog about American Idol right now because President Obama has me so freaked out. Michael Savage called his administration a dictatorship last night and I totally agree. Obama was elected by the media and is their president. I can't even type all the things I am feeling right now. Why on earth has the press not even questioned him about the 825 BILLION dollars he wants to spend to "stimulate" the economy. I don't think he is even allowing them to, he has denied them access on more then one occasion and he gave his first televised interview to the Arab Cable Network. You would think even CNN would be upset about that.
And does he really think that he can just sit down with the Iranians and they are going to listen to him. He must have a bigger ego then I thought. I remember during the election I read this article about the differences between the way Obama and McCain wanted to "talk" to the President of Iran. I am searching for it now. I can't find it but it pretty much had the President of Iran holding a bomb strapped to a little girl and one guy (Obama) goes in with a gun and says he wants to talk and the Iranian says give my your gun first and then I will let her go and we can talk. So Obama hands over the gun and then the Iranian kills the little girl and Obama is shocked that it happened. He just wanted to talk. The second scenario is the same only the guy with the gun (McCain) refuses to give up his gun but he would love to talk after the little girl is set free and the bomb is dismantled.
The stimulus package is a joke. It is just another way to make us completely dependant on the government. I wonder how long it will take the American people to wake up and realize that this man is not going to bring the kind of "change" they were looking for. I wonder if any reporter or news team will take the initiative to ask hard questions and call this guy out for what he is. If you want some great reasons why the stimulus package isn't going to help anyone read this.

Okay here are my opinions on what Obama says the stimulus package will do-
Stabilize the housing market;
The housing market isn't stable because people made a choice to get in over their heads. They bought houses they couldn't afford or weren't responsible enough to hold on to. They knew the risks involved when they took sub prime mortgages. I have one myself. I know that if we don't refinance before the loan expires we will be in big trouble. We were told that from the get go. We probably should have never bought this house. Do I blame the bank for giving me a loan I couldn't afford. No we knew what the risks were and we signed on the dotted line anyway. Do I think that responsible people should pay for mine or anyone else's bad choices? No. Rewarding people for bad choices has never solved anything.

Strengthen the credit markets;
Banks loaned money irresponsibly. Yes it is partially the governments fault for telling them to do so maybe they do deserve some sort of help but again it will be the people who have made good financial choices that will end up having to pay for other's bad choices.

Doubling U.S. capacity to generate energy from renewable sources;
Ummm how is this going to stimulate our economy. This is just something to make the libs happy

Making federal buildings more energy efficient;
I read a blog recently and this is what he had to say about this part of the package "Obama said, 'We’ll save taxpayers $2 billion a year by making 75 percent of federal buildings more energy efficient.' Great — spend $825 billion to save $2 billion a year! At that rate it would only take 413 years to see a profit from our investment. "
HAHAHA I totally agree

Computerizing health care records;
This isn't going to save money otherwise someone would have done it by now. This is just one step closer to socialized health care.

Tax reductions for 95 percent of households;
Well this might work if it was a Republican (or anyone with any common sense) running things. This tax cut will give money to anyone making up to 75,000 dollars a check- even people who didn't earn any money all year. Nothing stated about tax brackets- that money will have to come from somewhere. If a Republican were proposing this they would make sure that it was a tax bracket cut. One that let people keep more of the money that they have EARNED which then in turn would give them more money to spend which would indeed stimulate the economy.
I am really scared right now and I feel kind of ill. What have we done? How far are we going to let it go? We are like those wild pigs in the story. The people want to catch them so they put out corn and start feeding them. Then slowly they build one side of the fence at at time. By the time the pigs are captured they have no idea how it happened.

Friday, January 23, 2009

you got 30 minutes

Did you know that you can order Pizza for delivery online and then track your order??? It is pretty fantastic. I got online last night at about 10:50 to look up the number to Domino's. I clicked on their webpage and saw a big red button that said ORDER NOW. I was like no way! I clicked on it and in a matter of seconds I had checked out their specials and ordered three medium one topping pizzas. The really cool thing is that once you have ordered another screen pops up and you get a message saying that Jana is preparing your pizzas with the time she started. In my case it was 10:57. Once your pizza has been prepped it lets you know that it is being put in the oven and then it tells you when it is taken out and ready for delivery. It also tells you when James the delivery expert is out the door and on the way to your house- piping hot pizzas in tow. My delivery guy was not named James but he did tell me that he gets called that all the time. I guess the site just uses generic names. Too funny. My pizzas were here by 11:20. I paid online and everything. You can also register on the site and when you place an order you can give it a name like "The Usual" and the next time you log in you can just click on that and you are good to go. Technology amazes me.

Thursday, January 22, 2009

Scrub

Travis and I were trying to get Tyler to shave his face and cut his hair the other day. I told him he looked like a scrub. He started arguing with me that a scrub is a doctor's assistant. I let him know that yes doctors and nurses wear scrubs but that wasn't what I was referring to. Here is how the end of our conversation went;
Tyler in his typical you know nothing I know all teenage voice- "fine then what is a scrub?"
Me in my wow being a mother of teenagers is grand singing voice- "A scrub is a guy that can't get no love..." Then I died laughing.

American Idol Auditions Part Four

Again I was a little taken aback by the amount of commercials. The show has got to be making a killing in add sales. I was very happy that they didn't have a HUGE buildup to a mediocre story. I think we saw some real talent in Louisville but like in all the previous cities we also saw a lot of so so talent making it through to Hollywood. I guess (hope) it will all add up to a more dramatic Hollywood week. And just because I like to write it down here is my opinion on those who made it through.

Joanna- (been trying to make it in the business since she was sixteen) First of all how in the world did Kara recognize her? I didn't get that at all. It seemed very set up. Second this girl is amazingly beautiful. That being said I am sitting here trying to remember if I liked her voice and I can't remember it. I went back and watched her audition again and she was your typical pop singer. She will probably do okay in Hollywood.

Brent- (the one the judges had a big argument in front of) He had a decent voice. I liked him.

Matt- (dueling piano player) I agree with Kara he was something different. I am all about originality and I think this guy has it. I can't wait to see what the stylist do with him if he makes the show.

Alexis- (young mom- fiancee in military school) She was okay. I liked listening to her sing Twinkle Twinkle Little Star to her daughter more then her audition. She was a little over the top for me. I couldn't believe Kara told her to go home and make love to her fiancee. That girl trips me out sometimes.

They go through four contestants quickly and let them all through. There was one guy in there that I really liked I am going to have to go back and pause to get his name. Okay they let through a guy named Kris (decent) a girl named Felicia, dark hair- nose ring (super pretty and very pleasant voice- I liked her). The next guy is the one I was looking for. His name is Ryan and he had a very very nice voice. I hope he does well in Hollywood. The last girl in this little group was named Shera and I didn't think she was anything special.

Leneshe- (grew up in homeless shelters) I have to admit that when I heard her story I was like ack I can't stand contestants like this that come in with their little sob story and expect everyone to feel sorry for them. Then when she said she was going to sing an original song I kind of cringed because let's face it the original songs are NEVER good. I can think of only one time in Idols past that I have liked someone that sang an original song and that was Josiah Lemming. The title of her song (Natty) scared me a little bit too, but as soon as she started singing I loved her. The song was actually really good even if it was your typical fell in love with a thug ditty. I agreed with everything Simon said about her. I can see her making it far. She may end up being to ghetto for me in the end but for now I really really like her.

One quick comment about someone who (thank goodness) did not make it. That first chick with the blond hair who's parents thought she was so amazing. I hope I am never one of those parents who are so delusional they give their children false hopes. This may sound kind of bad but I think I would tell my kid that they sucked if they did indeed suck. I also hope that no one ever tells me that I can sing. I know I can't.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

And your point?

Suspending a kid from school for three days for cutting class seems more like a reward then a punishment.

Getting more acne as an adult then you did as a teenager isn't cool.

Houses do not clean themselves.

It is nearly impossible to teach a 70 something man with no prior computer knowledge how to reboot his computer over the phone. "No sir just unplugging it is not a good idea."

Sometimes there can be too many choices.

Jack Bauer is pretty much amazing. I think he could take Chuck Norris.

I am trying to convince Nicole that blogging is just glorified chatting.

Fidel Castro really likes President Obama. I am not surprised.

Snow days

Okay so first of all I just want to say that there is very little about snow that I like. It is cold and wet and that is a very bad combination as far as I am concerned. I think that is one reason why I love living in North Carolina, it snows like once every five years. I am definitely a warm weather person. That being said I am glad the kids had a chance to play in the snow. We got about six inches which is a ton for us. Our first winter in NC it snowed 22 inches. Kailyn was just a baby. It was so incredible. Everything shut down for like a week. I didn't mind because I had a new baby and didn't really need to go anywhere and there were a couple stores within walking distance (Travis walked). Since then we have had a couple inches twice maybe and a dusting here or there.
The kids already only had two days of school this week because of the MLK Holiday and then two teacher work days so with the two snow days they have the whole week off. That is nice for me. I really hate the routine of homework, lunches, carpool etc.
It snowed all day Tuesday! I was working but it was really cool to watch the snow fall from my office. The kids couldn't wait to get outside and play in it.
Travis carrying Kailyn inside after a sledding injury. He ended up slipping and falling with her in his arms. She was pretty much done after that. She had already come inside crying two or three times. She did go back out today for awhile and no tears were shed (that I know of).
Allias stayed out longer then anyone. He came in a couple times to stick his clothes in the dryer and drink some hot apple cider. I have to admit I didn't touch the snow and when Allias started throwing snowballs at me I refused to come back outside. I really really hate being cold.
Tyler went out for awhile but decided to come in and take a four hour nap. He and Allias played some hockey today. I was working so I couldn't get any pictures.
Allias trying out the makeshift sled Travis made. He took some plywood and insulated foam board that had some sort of plastic lining. It worked really well. Travis had a rope he attached and was pulling the kids around. I am glad that he likes snow and played with the kids.
Kailyn trying out the sled. We have some videos of the sledding as well but they are on Allias' camera so I will have to post them later.
Molly LOVED the snow. I didn't think she would. She hates being cold too but she was chasing little snow drifts and having a grand old time. Even when it was up to her belly. Maisy didn't seem to care one way or the other. She did like rolling Molly around in it though.
Our back yard. This one is from the early afternoon on Tuesday. I should have taken another one that evening.
And just for fun an adorable picture of Molly in Kailyn's tutu!

American Idol Auditions Part Three

I was very disappointed with last nights show. For anyone watching live I feel so sorry for you. I think it had to have been at least 80 percent commercials.
I am not even going to give a run down on each contestant- I thought they all sucked. I thought the whole show sucked. I am really starting to get worried about two female judges. In previous seasons Simon and Randy knew how to keep it real and Paula lightened the blow. It seems like with Kara and Paula there has been a lot more of giving into begging (especially from the male contestants) and I don't know if I like the banter between Simon and Kara. I hope tonight's auditions are much much better.

Tuesday, January 20, 2009

I figured it out

I finally figured out what I want my goal to be for this year. It is something that is going to be way hard for me and I have no idea how I am even going to reach it but I am going to try.
I want to stop yelling. I have been thinking and thinking on how in the world I am going to accomplish this. Sometimes I feel like all I do all day is yell. I yell to get my point across. I yell when I am upset. I yell when I want to get someones attention. I yell (you get the point I am sure).

When I first got it in my head that this was going to be my goal for the year my thoughts were immediately turned to a book I have been reading called He did Deliver Me from Bondage. It uses the 12 step program (modified with LDS scriptures) to help people overcome addiction. The very first paragraph of the book talks about how you promise yourself that you will never do something again (yelling is actually one of the things listed) and then no matter how sincere you are in that promise your life repeats itself and you get caught in a cycle of repentance and relapse- you are in bondage. That is so true of me. Every day I think this is going to be the day that I stop yelling. This is going to be the day that I am patient and kind and long suffering and that I will deal with my kids in a calm and productive way and then every day I fail. I haven't read the whole book but what I have read so far talks about admitting that we ourselves are powerless and nothing without God and that with His strength we can do all things. It quotes this scripture- Mosiah 29:20- But behold, he did deliver them because they did humble themselves before him; and because they cried mightily unto him he did then deliver them out of bondage; and thus doth the Lord work with his power in all cases among the children of men, extending the arm of mercy towards them that did put their trust in him.

I love how it says in all cases. There isn't any case too big or too small for His power as long as we put our trust in Him. I know that I need His help and that I obviously can't figure this out on my own. The tricky part is figuring out how to totally turn it over to Him. I have been asking Him to help me figure out what steps I need to take to reach my goal and I have started to feel the promptings of the spirit. One thing that I have started to do is count how many times I yell in a day. It has kind of been like when you have the hiccups and someone tells you to tell them the next time you are going to hiccup and then your hiccups go away. Having it in my mind that I need to keep an actual tally of how much I yell has made me yell less. Yesterday I yelled four or five times and I only completely lost it once.

I have had a scripture from Luke hanging on my bathroom mirror and on my front door for over a year that says "In your patience posses ye your soul." If you look in the footnotes it says patience equals self mastery. In Doctrine and Covenants there is another scripture that says a similar thing. In section 101 versus 37-38 it says "Therefore, care not for the body, neither the life of the body: but care for the soul, and for the life of the soul. And seek for the face of the Lord always, that in patience ye may possess your souls, and ye shall have eternal life. " The life of our soul is directly linked to the level of self mastery we have and in order to have self mastery we have to seek for the face of the Lord. Meaning put our trust in Him. I think that without self-mastery it becomes hard to accomplish anything else in our lives.

There is another scripture in 2nd Peter Chapter 1 it talks about how to faith you add virtue, and to virtue knowledge; and to knowledge temperance; and to temperance patience; and to patience godliness; and to godliness brotherly kindness; and to brotherly kindness charity. So if this was a to do list- my list would be hung up somewhere between knowledge and temperance. So in order to move on in my progression I have got to get this patience thing figured out.
Wish me luck!

Sunday, January 18, 2009

I am

I am: playing scrabble, listening to music and reading blogs
I want: to be a calmer person
I have: a puppy sleeping under my chair
I hate: most things domestic
I miss: my family that is so far away and I haven't seen nearly enough
I feel: the headache I have had since yesterday
I hear: Sullivan Street by Counting Crows, the boys watching football in the other room
I smell: the candy I just ate
I crave: chinese food
I search: the scriptures
I Love: the gospel of Jesus Christ, my family, friends- life
I care: too much about how I look
I always: worry about the choices my kids are making
I believe: in miracles
I sing: along when I can- you might want to plug your ears
I write: more then I did a year ago- less then I should
I lose: my keys, jewelry, shoes pretty much anything I put down
I win: enough to not feel like a loser
I never: play sports
I listen: to music everyday
I am scared: of losing my kids to worldly influences
I need: to be more patient and tenderhearted
I am happy about: the fact that I only work 18 hours next week and that we only have four more car payments.
I tag Shannon, Angie, Marianne, and even though she hasn't caught the blogging bug yet- Nicole.

Friday, January 16, 2009

Stand out lyrics

I tend to listen to the same CD over and over again in the car for a week or two and then I move on to something else. I will do the same thing on my ipod- only I listen by artist.


This week I have been listening to Stephen Marley- Mind Control (acoustic version)
I am a HUGE fan of great lyrics and there are some GREAT lyrics on this CD. (small disclaimer- I am in no way promoting this or any other artist I may write about. My taste in music is not always what I would call mainstream.)

One song says "sandpaper kisses paper cut bliss" in reference to a relationship. I love it when a few small words can bring so much imagery and emotion. Even if you have never had a relationship that could be described this way you can totally feel what he is talking about.



Another song says "They'll make it attractive to get men distracted"
Isn't that totally the way sin works. It's like the scripture in 2 Nephi that talks about how Satan will stir some up in anger against that which is good and others he will pacify and lull away into carnal security and then carefully lead them down to hell and then others he will flatter and whisper in their ear until he grasps them with his chains.

Satan isn't stupid. He doesn't get people in his grasp by telling them the truth. He makes things attractive- makes the broad road look like the easier way- makes things that will bind us look like freedom- makes us think that the small sins aren't that big of a deal. He especially does this to our youth. I have had several of these conversations recently with my teenagers. Satan works hard to make them think certain things should be okay and that things like dating before 16, piercings, pairing up and other choices don't really have consequences. He tries to convince them that they can handle these kind of things without taking it any further. Thank goodness for a wise Heavenly Father who has inspired His prophet to set guidelines for these kids who are so bombarded with what is "attractive".
I have lived on both paths. I know what it is like to be distracted by the "attractive" things this world has to offer. Sometimes those attractive things still get to me. But I am working everyday to keep up the good fight and to stay on the path back home.

Thursday, January 15, 2009

My mind

Another random memory for your reading pleasure. Travis is working in Charleston right now- whenever he is out of town Kailyn asks if she can sleep with me. She went to bed before me and when I went to climb into bed she was hogging all of the blankets. I tried to pull some my way and she was holding on tight. It took me a couple of minutes to get my share back on my side of the bed. Once I got the blanket situation under control and was all tucked it I starting thinking about when Kailyn was little. She slept in our bed for a very long time. Much longer then any child should be allowed to sleep in their parent's bed but I don't think she is permanently scarred or anything. Anyway when she was little she HATED blankets. No matter where she was sleeping in the bed she would kick and kick until she was no longer under the blankets. Didn't matter how many times you tried to cover her up she would find a way to get out. It made for very uncomfortable sleeping for those around her because it either pulled the blankets off of you too or pinned you down under the blankets. I am glad that she at least likes to be covered up now.

American Idol Auditions Part Two

Here is a picture of my sister in law Brittney.

Here is the new judge for American Idol Kara.
I made sure to pay close attention last night and yeah they could totally be sisters. They seriously have the same facial expressions too. It's wild.
On a side note Brittney really needs to try out for American Idol. She would so make it.
Okay Kansas City
Best thing about the Kansas City Auditions-
JASON CASTRO! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ How I love him! He is supposed to be releasing an album sometime late winter/early spring!!! Can't wait.
I think the KC auditions were a little better then last night but I think the producers may be hiding the best talent from us. I am really looking forward to Hollywood week and the show. I always love the auditions but I am ready for the show to start!
Okay here are my opinions on those who made it through to Hollywood and also commentary on a couple that didn't.
Ashley- (sang a song Simon co-wrote) She had great range and I think she has a lot of potential but she was somewhat forgettable. I laughed so hard when she got the words wrong and Simon corrected her. He really is that arrogant. LOVE IT!
Casey- super adorable girl. Loved the outfit. Her voice was a little broadwayish but she wasn't bad.
Von Smith- (dude with the hat) he was a little over the top for me. Kind of annoying actually but I think he will be one the teenage girls like. I think his nerves may get to him in Hollywood. He is another one that I could see on Broadway.
Michael Castro- yeah another Castro to love! Ummm do you think Kara liked him? LOL- she obviously likes the mysterious, cocky type. He is super adorable. Don't know if he really has the singing talent to take him very far but I liked him and I hope once he gets to Hollywood he can really grow with the help of a vocal coach. I loved it when Jason said he had never heard him sing in real life. They are soooo cute!
Matt- (bald welder) I think he had a decent voice and I am glad he made it to Hollywood but I don't think he will make the show.
Jessica- (girl who lived with her 93 year old grandma) she was okay- I am just wondering who is going to take care of Granny while she is in Hollywood. For some reason the thought of her leaving her Grandma alone to pursue a singing career that probably wont even happen annoys me.
India- (came with her sister) ummm no no no no
Jamar- (came with his friend Danny) there was something very original about his voice. He really seemed to have the whole package.
Danny- Another big build up to his story. I have to admit I cried. I can't believe he was even able to make it to the auditions. I totally agree with Randy on this one. He really is amazing. I think he is going to be around awhile. They played The Fray- How to Save a Life when he came out with his ticket. That made me cry too. Of the two cities we have seen so far Danny is my favorite.
Anup- (UNC Grad kind of nerdy) I was totally shocked when he started singing. He chose the same song as the Oil Rig guy from yesterday and wow he sang it so much better I almost didn't recognize it as the same song. I don't like it when they try and tease Simon though. They never do a good job and it always just comes off as tacky.
ummm Paula's little air hearts are really annoying me
Asa- (band instructor, daddy) His voice wasn't really doing it for me but I liked looking at him. I hope he picks better songs in Hollywood. I rewatched the audition and I think he is wearing an Obama shirt so I don't like him anymore.
Dennis- (ummm beyond annoying guy that begged his way to Hollywood) This is the first time I realized that having two girls may have its disadvantages. He sucked. I can't believe Kara let his begging work on her. ACK. He ruined a Chris Brown song for goodness sakes. That should not be tolerated.
Lil- (last contestant- mom) great personality- I knew the judges were going to be in love the second she started singing. She is exactly what they are looking for every year, she will make the show but I don't think she will get very far. The audience just doesn't vote for singers like her.
Okay the banana guy and the opera guy with the really tacky outfit (big guy with a big heart) both could be good. What they need is a stylist and a vocal lesson or two.
I thought the whole cheerleader thing and the crying was a little silly. That guy would have had a better chance without all that for sure.
And I am totally confused by something. They were showing clips of the worst people and Simon made a comment to some girl named Kelly I think verifying that the first albums she bought were Paula Abdul's. She was blond with glasses. Her singing really was beyond dreadful. Anyway at the very end of the show they had clips of people running out of the door with golden tickets and she was one of them. I rewound to make sure that she really did suck and that it was the same person. I am thinking she must have gotten a sympathy vote from the girls after Simon's comment about the Paula Abdul's records.
I thought Simon was too hard on the guy who was wearing the medal he got from elementary school and not hard enough on the annoying girl with the pink dress and pink hair who kept saying God was going to get them. Neither one of them could sing but only one of them seemed like a nice kid.
I don't want to wait another week! I am so ready for the season to just start. How many more audition cities do we have? Six. Is that three more weeks of just auditions before we even get to Hollywood week? Wow.

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

American Idol Auditions Part One

I am sooooo happy American Idol has started again. I am in LOVE with this show. I wonder how long it will last. I mean Star Search hung around for like 12 years and AI is WAY better.
The first day of auditions took place in Phoenix and apparently it was scorching hot. Too bad the talent wasn't nearly as blazing as the weather. If there was a theme for the evening it would have to be people who's voices didn't match the image they were trying to portray. I am not saying that is a bad thing I just found it funny how many times I was like huh- wasn't expecting that.
Here is my opinion on the contestants that made it through to Hollywood and one or two who didn't.

Emily (cotton candy hair lots of tattoos)- Didn't think she was anything special. I didn't hate her voice but I think the producers/judges like to find people to be "the next Clay Aiken" or "the next Kelly Clarkson" and this girl is probably supposed to be "the next Carly Smithson". I am going to try and track down her old band. I listen to David Cook's band Axium and his solo CD all the time and Chris Daughtry was in a killer band called Absent Element before AI. (Just found her band- they are called GoBettyGo nice name but the music really isn't good it's like bad Punk with a Latina twist I don't like it and I don't think I am going to like her)

J.B.- you can't remember him can you? Exactly.

Arianna- (16 they kept calling her cute as a button) Her singing voice was so lispy I couldn't stand it. I am hoping she doesn't last long in Hollywood but with they way the judges were falling all over her I think she may be around awhile. Gag.

Stevie- I thought she was good but not really original.

Michael- (the oil rig guy) I was surprised by his voice but didn't think he was anything special. He may be one that ends up surprising me.

Katrina (in her bikini)- Hated her but she did have a nice butt. Kara totally out sang her. I don't see her "making it out" of Hollywood even if she gets naked.

Brianna- (curly hair they let her sing two songs) She was dreadful- both songs. I wouldn't have let her through even with her bubbly personality.

Deanna- I was expecting her to be totally country and was pleasantly surprised when she started singing. Very original. I hope she doesn't end up being country that would ruin her for me.

Cody- (emo looking horror film kid) Loved him- he was my favorite in Phoenix

Alex- (nerdy kid) He was okay. Not Clay though. I did laugh when Simon said he had come out of the closet. I wouldn't have let him through.

Scott- Ummm did they do a little overkill with the build up to this guy or was that just me? He did have a great story and is obviously a very cool person. His voice was good but not great. I am excited to see him behind a piano during Hollywood week though.

I like the new judge. She seems real and I think she is just mean enough to not be Paula. I like Paula but we don't need two. I think it is funny that Simon can't say her name right. I always laugh when he calls Paula Pauler. Oh and Allias says she reminds him of his Aunt Brittney. Says they have the same facial expressions or something. I will have to watch more carefully.

Two more quick things. I thought it was a little freaky that they let that stalker like teen in with her big book of songs, especially with what happened with that fan of Paula. Simon even seemed to be making jokes that hinted at what happened. It seemed a little wrong. Second quick thing- the crazy dude who called himself X-Ray with the orange shirt and the guitar. I think if he mellowed out a little lost the fake name and took a voice lesson or two he could be good.
I hope the auditions get better. I can't wait to see what SLC has to offer.


Tuesday, January 13, 2009

New Tricks


My bird Frodo has learned how to imitate the sound Molly makes when she is crying perfectly. Last night during Family Home Evening we kept hearing the puppy cry, only the puppy was sleeping peacefully in her kennel. Today I am working and again I keep hearing the puppy cry, only the puppy is sleeping peacefully at my feet.

I am supposed to be working in a quiet environment so I go out there and tell the bird he needs to quiet down. I am back in my office now and he is just repeating his own name over and over and over again while blowing himself kisses. He is making sure to add pretty bird with a really obnoxious and not even close to pretty squawk from time to time.

Monday, January 12, 2009

Random Observations

My son Tyler knows everything.

Allias and Kailyn are both good at getting up and getting ready on time. They are both really bad and getting out the door and to where they need to be on time.

Another Lisa is being trained at my place of employment and it really bothers me for some reason.

I find it really funny that one of the examples blogger uses as a label for a post is scooters- how many people blog about scooters?!

And a funny story someone told me when they called in for tech support today. She used to work in a Toshiba call center, some lady threw her microwave out of the window and caught her entire apartment complex on fire because it hit a tree, caught it on fire and then spread. Instead of calling 911 she called Toshiba.

I am trying to figure out if sucking on coffee flavored nips is breaking the Word of Wisdom.

Saturday, January 10, 2009

My mind

Don't you find it interesting how random memories can be? I was just putting some laundry in the washer and all of the sudden I remembered something someone said 16 years ago.

After I had Tyler I tried to go back to regular high school and at first it worked. My mom was paying for daycare and I just got up and went to school everyday. When Tyler was a few months old I moved away from home and things got a little harder. When Tyler started getting sick I started missing a lot of school and fell so far behind I ended up having a whole semester to make up. I ended up living in foster care and they helped me find an alternative high school where I could go and bring Tyler plus not get penalized when I missed school because of his illness.

While I was going to this alternative high school a group of doctors and other professionals that dealt with teen pregnancy invited four or five of the teen moms at this school to come to a conference. We would get pampered for the day have a nice lunch and in return we would agree to be part of a panel and answer questions or give our opinions about what kind of things might help prevent teen pregnancy.

So back to my memory. As I was sorting through the laundry trying to find a few things of Kailyn's to add to the wash I remembered something one of the girls on that panel said. They were asking us about the difficulties of being a teen mom and she said, "It's really hard when you wake up one morning and go to get your child dressed and realize- wow you have two shirts and one pair of pants." She had one little boy who was probably three or four and she was still together with the dad. Another mom on the panel had two or three kids and she the dad were married.
I have no idea why this memory would come back to me. The mind is odd. As soon as I thought about her saying that I started remembering the other things we told these doctors. They asked about myths we believed before we got pregnant and I distinctly remember telling them that I thought you couldn't get pregnant if the guy pulled out first and then I said, "but we all know sex is like basketball you always dribble a little before you shoot." One girl had believed you couldn't get pregnant if you had sex in a hot tub. She actually was LDS- I can't remember her name but she had given her baby up for adoption. I can't remember anything about the food we ate or any of the pampering, I can only remember that panel. The doctors were so thankful to us and told us we had really helped them. The only other memory I have of that day is us walking down this hallway leaving to go home and how proud we all felt. Like we had done something important.
This happens to me often. I will be going along with my daily life and then all of the sudden something will trigger some random memory. I have never written any of them down before but maybe I should. For posterity or something.

Friday, January 9, 2009

I just realized.......

that it takes more then great dancing to make a great dance show and that it takes more then a pretty face and a short skirt to make a great dance show hostess.

At least two crazy but really cool things

Facebook has brought me back in touch with many people from my past but a few have been really crazy and cool.
A girl that I was friends with in High school added me as her friend. I saw that someone with a last name I knew very well had posted on her wall that that the church had really changed B's life.

Okay so let's go back a few years.
The summer I was fifteen I ran away from home. I spent that summer in Chelan. I had a friend that was working there for the summer and I stored all my stuff in his car and slept there when I couldn't find anyplace to crash. I partied a lot that summer and got into way too much trouble. All of my clothes were stolen and the girl I ran away with- well let's just say her parents tracked us down and dragged her home by her hair (literally). I can still see her mom dragging her to the car by her ponytail. Anyway back to the cool part of the story. The friend who's car I slept in and who I hung out with a ton once we both went back home was named B. So upon seeing this message I was like no way B is a member of the church, and here I thought I was getting most improved player award when we get to Heaven. Anyway I messaged Ch and confirmed that we were indeed talking about the same B and that she has stayed in touch with him all these years. To say I was shocked that he was LDS would be a HUGE understatement. I told her that I would love to talk to him. I was totally stoked to let him know I was LDS too.

Well we ended up talking on the phone for like two hours. I can't believe how much the gospel has changed both of our lives. I guess he grew up a member of the church but started to go inactive when he was 12 or so. After HS he joined the Marines, got married, divorced, remarried and moved to Virginia (of all places). They had some neighbors who they really liked and one day they saw the missionaries in these neighbor's driveway. They were curious and asked the couple if they were LDS- which they were. B told them that he was too but just wasn't living the gospel right then even though he still believed (sounds so much like Travis when I met him). So this couple invites them to go out on a date one night, they tell them ElderOaks is speaking at the church and ask if they would like to come listen. B and his wife said sure but they had no idea who Elder Oaks was. After hearing Elder Oaks speak B's wife decides she wants to join the church and the rest is history. One year later they are preparing to take their two little boys and be sealed as a family in the WashingtonDCTemple probably sometime is February or March and he wants me and Travis to come up for the sealing. Travis and I were sealed in the Washington DC temple on July 24th 1999 and that is the only time I have ever been there but I can't wait to go back- especially for this.

It was almost a surreal experience to be sitting there talking to him for hours about the gospel. I can guarantee that anyone that knew either one of us in High School would have never guessed such a future for me or for him. I remember when I first joined the church I wrote a letter to a friend of mine from HS that I knew was Mormon. He was serving a mission in Argentina. He wrote me back and said of all the people in our HS I would have been his last choice for church membership, he said that it made him realize that we never know who will accept the gospel or when.

Okay let's go back just a few more years
I was born in Chelan, Washington and grew up in a little tiny town called Manson (it is a super touristy place now with casinos and the like). When we were living in Manson things were kind of rough. I counted once and I lived in 22 houses before I was 11 years old in this little tiny town (23 if you count the short time we lived in our car). If you click on the touristy link and look at the picture of downtown Manson you can actually see one of the places I lived. On the left had side of the street there are shops and when I was a kid there were apartments above the shops. Anyway when I was about seven and my mom was pregnant with my brothers we moved to a house on Harris Street and we actually lived there for a few years. There was a family next door ( I think they may have owned the house we lived in), anyway they had a ton of kids. I think three sons and four or five daughters. They had a daughter that was just younger then me and most of my childhood memories revolve around the things we used to do together. I could write a whole blog about all the things we used to do. I think know we had the BEST imaginations in the entire world. They were LDS but at the time I wasn't really sure what that meant. I can remember teasing the youngest boy telling him that he couldn't drink pop because it fizzes. I moved away from Manson shortly after I turned 11 and she and I lost contact.

Okay so fast forward 22 years or so and I found a couple of kids that I went to Manson Elementary School with on facebook and added them as friends. Then one day I log in and see a message from another childhood friend from Manson. She and I send a few messages back and forth and catch up and it was like a blast from the past. Well I decide to look through her friends and who do I find there but the girl from next door. I chatted with her online as long as I possibly could before leaving to get the kids from school today and it was very very cool. She lives in Provo is married and expecting her first baby (a girl) in March. I really hope we stay in touch. It was so great to look through her pictures and see how beautiful her family still is. And I can't believe she is a great aunt. None of my siblings even have kids yet. At least Travis' family has given me some nieces and nephews.

And more amazing to me is these people from my past that I truly loved growing up share the same beliefs and values as I do. It's amazingly cool.

Resolutions

I can't decide what goals I want to make for this year. I hate setting goals and failing but I don't want to set a goal that isn't challenging either. Last year I decided to give up energy drinks. It took me nine days to get over the withdrawals. I was literally walking around in a cloud. I drank soda for the first couple of days and then gave that up too. I really haven't missed it at all. I drank a couple energy drinks on my road trips back and forth from from Washington State because I was driving at night and wanted to make sure that I stayed awake and I have drank two sodas in the past year. One at the Twilight premiere- I didn't want to fall asleep and then one when I was driving to pick Travis up from the airport and was very drowzy. All in all I feel like I reached my goal. Now back to not being able to decide what goal(s) to make for this year. I really can't decide and need help. Ideas??

Monday, January 5, 2009

Look Alike Meter

When I look at Kailyn I see bits and pieces of a lot of different people. Her face is shaped like Travis' family but she has my mom's mouth and my mannerisms. She also has my feet- Super high arch, crooked big toe. Her eyes are green (no idea where those came from) but they are shaped and sparkle just like her Grandma Barbara's.
Here is what the look alike meter said

MyHeritage: Family trees - Genealogy - Celebrities - Collage - Morph

Allias on the other hand totally and completely reminds me of my little brother Daniel- mannerisms and all. I decided to use my brother for the comparison instead of myself.

MyHeritage: Look-alike Meter - Family heritage - Free genealogy

I think Tyler looks just like a tanner version of me but people always tell me that he looks like Travis.
Look Alike Meter says

MyHeritage: Family trees - Genealogy - Celebrities - Collage - Morph

Okay okay here is one of me Travis and Allias. I still think he looks like my brother- he does have my eyes though.

MyHeritage: Family trees - Genealogy - Celebrities - Collage - Morph

I really want to do one that compares Kailyn to my niece Lily. Every time I am around Lily she reminds me of Kailyn as a toddler. Maybe I will get to that one tomorrow